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Writer's Block: Relive in the moment
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If you could relive one hour of your life so far, what would you choose and why? Would you do or say anything different? How do you think it would change your life?


If I could relive one hour out of my whole entire life so far..

I would relive the one night that I got to be with her. I can't really say that I would say anything different that what was said. I think maybe, I might have tried not to have been so "shocked" at the situation. You know, put myself more out there and tried a little harder to show her how it was that I felt. I don't really think that it would change too much of my life now, except maybe to know that I did let her know how I felt. Mostly I would relive it just to relive it. I think I would be okay if I relived that time over and over again for the rest of my life. I already relive it basically everyday in my head. That little bit of time out of my life, is the first time in a very very long time that I was actually happy.

I wish that I could feel like that all the time. That would be nice.

On the same token, that one hour of time, has caused so much confusion. So many questions in my head, that I just don't have the answers for and that I am not sure where to go to try and get answers. I really could live without that. So maybe that wouldn't be the best time to relive, and if I didn't relive that time, I wouldn't want to relive anything.

So now I am all confused again, which really, for me is nothing new. I don't think there is ever really a time that I have a clear head. My mind is always going. Back and forth and up and down..then it decides to run circles around itself. Oh well. Such is life I suppose.


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